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I feel your whispers creep across my skin
White lies, and I see the end start to begin

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Sometimes I wish things were different.

I mean, how did I get into this place?

I don't really have anything in common with any of my friends
And to be honest... I'm really starting to feel like I don't fit in...

I've felt like this before,
but I just don't know...

I think the prelims somehow just got me thinking.

But it's not like it's just paranoia,
I know I don't fit in any more...

And it's not their fault, it's mine.

But it's like, I'll be talking about something;
something I like, or just feel strongly about,
and I can just see everyone staring at me...

Just thinking "yeah... nod and smile"

And I guess, I just wonder how why I have no one to relate to...

I just have all of these hobbies, and thoughts, and dreams;
and lately I'm feeling more and more like I can't express them.

And it's not that I'm ungrateful, cause I love them all,
I guess I just wish I had people I could be myself with.

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So it all comes down to this...

Do I want something easy, or hard?

1. Just take hairdressing the easy, simple option
2. Take music, record a demo, attempt a career
3. Try modelling, see how far it doesn't take me

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Sometimes I wish it was all easy.

I wish I could go up to someone, and say how I felt,
without ending up acting completely embarrassed.

I wish I could go up to someone I'd never met,
instead of having to go through a whole crazy system,
that just ends up leading to dead-ends and upset...


Bleh.

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