Rantage

Whoot! New issue of NEO magazine's in!
And, naturally, I used my lunch money to buy it XD

Definetly loving their feature on Japanese recipes.
It helps support my obsession. =P

...thinking of subscribing to NEO, but I'm not sure.
It'd be cheaper in the long run, but at the same time I'd never be able to skip it
Which I sometimes do, when I don't have money to waste...

I hate being poor :-(

Did get a job application... but like everything else in my life I lost it.

Damn room's like the Bermuda-fucking-triangle...

It's possible it needs a bit of a tidy.
It's also very possible that it won't get it.

Chances are, my mother's gonna kill me when she sees how bad it is.
But, it's not like I'm ever in my bedroom these days anyway...

:-/

Grandmother's in hospital right now.

M.W's being really nice, unsuprisingly, but I just feel really bad about it.
I think he just feels sorry for me, it's almost annoying how nice he's being.
I just wish he's be petty, or spoilt, or angry or something...

Something to show that he's human, and that the past means something.
Cause it's like he can barely tell the difference...

And I mean, I'm glad it went the way it did, cause it's easy for me.
And now I can move on and not have to feel guilty, or upset at another failure,
but the way he's acting it's like it wasn't a failure because it wasn't anything.

But I mean, In the end it's all his fault.
Even though, he did it because he knew I was going to.
And even if it was self-defence, he doesn't have the right to complain.

Does he?

This blog ended up in a different place than it started out in...

Ugh, stop being a prat Michael.

I know you're reading this.

Hence the rantage...