Sunday, 30 November 2008

I feel the urge to watch disney movies :-/

But alas, I'm missing like half of mine :-(
So hopefully someone might let me borrow one?

Really, really wanna watch:
  1. Alladin - Return of Jafar
  2. Little Mermaid 2
  3. Mulan 1 + 2
  4. Emperor's New Groove
  5. Peter Pan 2 - Return to Neverland
  6. Lilo & Stich 1 + 3
Anyone who lets me borrow these will be forever loved :-P

Gimme!

<3







Ouch!

I really need a gym membership...

Decided to do some exercise last night - didn't go to well to be honest.
Bought this weird little £30 exercising tool from Tesco...

It ought to have a warning sign stuck on it -
"Beware: Keep away from young children, and stupid ones too"

Needless to say, I ended up hurting myself lol =P

It was this weird stretchy thing that you roll on the floor,
but instead of doing what it was meant to, and just sliding
itself backwards - it decided to shoot itself backwards, so
I fell forward, it came backwards and it met my face with
a fair amount if force; and I know have a cut/bruise on my
chin, which I very much hope isn't going to turn into a scar

So, yeah... have decided to never excercise in the "safety"
of my own house again. It's either the gym or nowhere at all.


Wonder how much the swimming pool/gym membership costs?

Any ideas people?

Saturday, 29 November 2008

Given up on giving up

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Have given up giving up...

Lol.

Have decided not to give on my EP, I'm just changing my focus.
Gonna work on my lyrics more, and less so on the recordings themselves.

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Have got tonnes of homework to do...
But to be honest if homework was all I did I'd die.

So I'm keeping my energies all over the place.

Anyway, here is what was produced from my last session...
With a little help from my friends ;)

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Exposure
Prelude
Bet your sweet ass, I'm gonna be famous - yeah

(ready, set, go)
I'm getting ready now
(lettin' you know)
I'm gonna tell ya how

Verse 1
I'm writing songs, all day/night long - a simple fact
I'm waiting for a chart-topper for my comeback

I'm just so sick of making sweet music
On my own, cause then I just lose it
Wanna colaberate
Yeah that's the way to do it

Walking down the carpet, camera's flashing
Interviewers all try'n to cash in
On an album that's been smashin'
Tellin' them music my passion

Bridge
Peek-a-boo, I see you
Ent'ring charts 'bove number two
I'm workin on, my master plan
C'mon catch me if you can

Chorus
I'm needing some exposure
All round the world and over
I want the world, down on their knees
Not try'n to screw me over

Want some exposure
Need some exposure
Don't wanna get naked down the street
But I'm wantin' some exposure

Post-chorus
Buy my album please
(ha ha ha-a-ah)
A few more sales are all I need
(ha ha ha-a-ah

Verse 2
I need it more than ever now
And It's getting harder to get
I'm gonna need some publicity
Make it harder for them to forget

Settling down now, getting cosy
Modelling and making poses
Camera's flashing - keep in focus
So the magazine cover aint bogus

Bridge

Chorus

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Pure Satisfaction
Prelude
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah *2

Verse 1
Have you been waitin for me as you sit there all alone
Waiting for a ruler, sitting there on your throne
Well I'm new and improved, and saying "happy to be here"
I'm a legend, they know all about me

Bridge 1
'cause they're like the paparazzi, and I'm a celebrity
I'm not being arrogant, but they all wanna piece of me
'cause they're like the paparazzi, and I'm a celebrity
Better get me on my good side, take you're pick (left or right)

Chorus
Strike a pose *3 (Pure-Sat-Is)
Strike a pose *3 (Fac-Sheei-On)

Verse 2
Gonna give you what you want, so you better go prepare
When I'm served up on a plate there will be no need to share
Boy it's not that unusual, we've all got freaky tendencies
I'm a legend, cat'ring to your special needs

Bridge 2
'cause you're like a civilian, and I am you're superhere-a
I'm not being arrogant, but you're likin' what you here-a
'cause you're like a civilian, and I am you're superhere-a
Gimme a quick kiss on the cheek, take you're pick (left or right)

Chorus *2

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You're a clown (I'm the ringmaster)
Verse 1
It's a party
And you've just been invited
Heatin' up now
Bet you're gettin' all excited

It's time to get all dressed up
Hide behind all of the best stuff
Join in the parade
The big charade, baby

Baby you
Have been all down in your luck
Now it's time
A good excuse to run all amok

People say that I'm a sucker
But they're all just stupid f*kers
I know you
Baby you - baby

Bridge
It's the circus
You're the clown
Turn the smiles
All into frowns

Ooh, ooh, ooh *2

Boy you're so pathetic
I can deal with you, don't sweat it - baby

Chorus
You wanna get with me
But I've got much better taste than that
You wana get with me
But you aint never gonna hit that

Post-chorus
Think you're a playa'
And I'm you're flavour
You aint my saviour
You're such a clown

Chorus

Post-chorus

Verse 2
A superstar?
Boy, somebody's been misleadin'
Casanova?
In your mind I'm barely breathin'

Maybe you've had one too many
Too think that I'd be your baby
Outta luck
Stupid drunk - baby

Baby you're
A very obsessive companion
Too bad for you
Cause you will never be my champion

Say it any way you wanted
Do what you do, work it flaunt it
Photographs
To make me laugh - baby

Bridge
It's the circus
You're the clown
Turn the smiles
All into frowns

Ooh, ooh, ooh *2

Boy you're so pathetic
I can deal with you, don't sweat it - baby

Chorus
You wanna get with me
But I've got much better taste than that
You wanna get with me
But you aint never gonna hit that

Post-chorus 2
You beg to date me
You'll never make me
You're gonna hate me
You're such a clown

Chorus

Post-chorus 2

Aftermath
Maybe we could work out, if you weren't such a jerk?
But I'll guess we'll never find out
Cause I'm afraid, that you are -

Ooh, ooh, ohh

Bridge
It's the circus
You're the clown
Turn the smiles
All into frowns

Ooh, ooh, ooh *2

Boy you're so pathetic
I can deal with you, don't sweat it - baby


Chorus
You wanna get with me
But I've got much better taste than that
You wanna get with me
But you aint never gonna hit that

Post-chorus 2
I'm a firecracker
I'm such a b*stard
I'm the ringmaster
And you're a clown

Chorus

Post-chorus 2

Aftermath

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You can't seriously believe it?
Verse 1
I've been sexually aware since I first hit fifteen
Don't mean I've been actin' on it - if you know what I mean
Still they all go round saying things bout public toilets down the street
I mean, what the hell? You can't seriously believe it?

Verse 2
I'm just one of those people, that drama always seems to follow
Yeah I know I'm taking classes but I don't see how I'm hollow
What with all the condradictions out there, how can you -
Seriously believe it? You can't seriously believe it?

Chorus
They say I've done it this way and that
You can't seriously believe it?
One day I'm anorexic then too fat
You can't seriously believe it?

They're calling me a spastic then a nerd
You can't seriously believe it?
Spreadin so many lies, I bet you've all heard
You can't seriously believe it?

Verse 3
Getting called up by people all sayin' I'm a fag
But I'm not the one who's smokin', that one would be my dad
And that could be taken the wrong way - yeah that'd be bad
But you won't seriously believe it, you can't seriously believe it.

Verse 4
It's hardly the first the time, I've been called a poof before
So why do you think, it's gonna hurt me to the core?
I mean at least say somethin' offensive, yeah call me a whore
If you seriously believe it - bet you seriously believe it.

Chorus

Bridge
They're saying I'm just a virgin
They saying that I'm a slut
I'll admit that I am vergin'
But I aint saying on what

They all pointin' and starin
Cause they say I'm too thin
But If I was really caring
I'd have already give in

Verse 5
Yeah they're all calling me a dork, though I'm failing my tests
Then they're all pointing out that I am far from the best
Well duh of course I'm not, I've already confessed
But you won't seriously believe it, you can't seriously believe it.

Chorus

You can't seriously believe it?
I bet you seriosuly believe it...

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So, yeah... that was that then.

I would like to thank the 2 people I collaborated with...
But they'd rather I didn't =P

Still, don't blame me for all the profanities and crazy words
After all they're only 33.33333333333333334% my fault...

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Saturday, 22 November 2008

The end is nigh


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Baby I've been here before
I've seen this room and I've walked this floor
I used to live alone before i knew you
I've seen your flag on the marble arch
But love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah

Most beautiful song ever...

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Kinda sucks to be honest :-/
So much school work going on I've had to admit it...

My project is going nowhere.


So I am officially burying "behind the scenes"
Might resurrect her some day, but for now she's officially dead.

Some people might know what I'm talking bout...
And then there'll be some who probably won't...

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Either way, here's a little excerpt.

Run that by me
Verse 1
You gave me a kiss on the back of the neck
And I gave you a kiss back on the lips
You left me thinking "what the heck?"
But I still put my hands on your hips
On my mobile you told me that you loved me
And stupid me replied with "why?"
Now stupid me feels quite dumbfounded
Wishing I could have just one more try

Bridge
If I'm gonna push my surf up
To meet that tidal wave
If I'm gonna find a way to climb up
And make a great escape
And if I'm gonna get the water
To soak all of your flowers
I'm gonna need a few more minutes
Or maybe a couple of hours

Chorus
Run that by me one more time? What was it you said again?
Run that by me one more time? What did I say back again?
Run that by me one more time? Cause back then I didn't know how
Run that by me one more time? Because I'm strong enough now

Verse 2
I didn't say I didn't cause I really didn't
Was cause I didn't know what else to say
You just said what you said when you said it
And I was so scared I needed to escape
The next day you go about denying
You 'pologize for saying how you felt
Then next thing I know again you're crying
Cause of the cards you've gone and dealt

Bridge

Chorus

Aftermath You got crushed, well never mind *2
You don't wanna know how I really fee
l You don't want an answer that's really real

Chorus


Waste of time
Verse 1
What did I do
To be treated so badly
By you
Is said something I said
Tell the truth
Cause I'm sick of the lies
And abuse
I've been wasting my time

Bridge
You got yours baby
And now it's the end
So don't go blaming me
You've got no defence
I didn't deserve
To be treated like that
Got strength in reserve, now
And my friends got my back

Chorus
So don't you go
Saying I'm wrong
Cause that would just be a big waste of your time
There's no point
In holding on
You and me both know that'd be a waste of our time

Verse 2
All in the past
So I bet you'll drag it on
Make it last
Cause it went away for you
Far too fast
Not soon enough for me
The spell you cast
Is over now I've been set free

Bridge
You got yours baby
And now it's the end
So don't go blaming me
You've got no defence
I didn't deserve
To be treated like that
Got strength in reserve, now
And my friends got my back

Chorus
So don't you go
Saying I'm wrong
Cause that would just be a big waste of your time
There's no point
In holding on
You and me both know that'd be a waste of our time

Bridge 2
All in all
I think I'm glad
When all things're are said and done
Set up for a fall
Guess it's kinda sad
Cause you just weren't the one

Chorus
So don't you go
Saying I'm wrong
Cause that would just be a big waste of your time
There's no point
In holding on
You and me both know that'd be a waste of our time


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Sunday, 16 November 2008

Chirstmas list

Getting into the christmas spirit methinks
With a red and green colour scheme. Very Christmasy ;-)

So, in the theme of Christmas...

I'm gonna do a blog on my christmas list!!!

x

Not doing it today, though... but look forward to it :-P

Saturday, 15 November 2008

Reason

This weekends definetly gonna be exhausting tbh
But a lot of fun at the same time :P

Still, not quite sure what the future holds...
Mind a bit all over the place right now.

Still not too sure about my future. All my dreams are probably just that.

Pretty damn unrealistic.
But still, I really just wanna be a model or an actor, is it that difficult?

Parents seem to think so.
As do the rest of my family.

Not very supportive are they?

At least I know where I stand relationship-wise.
Not too happy about it, but I can't really complain...

Least It means I'm available I suppose XD

Still, I'm a bit fuzzy on the details... which Is odd considering I was there.
Conclusion just doesn't make sense to be perfectly truthful...

Guess I should enjoy it while it lasts?

Can't think of better reason to enjoy the weekend...