さようなら

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Mood
Akward

Listening to
Mia Rose - Friends in love

x

Stop playing with my heart the way you're doing
You keep pushing me away, then you're pulling me right back in
Playing these games when you know I'm already falling

Stop speaking through the lines and say it bluntly
Tired of reading through your smiles to see the truth behind
This circle of two thats leaving me always hoping

Stop making me a fool to think you need me
Stayed true to your life through the ups and downs
Waiting for moments I'm scared might never happen

Cuz I can't stop thinking about the future
And if you cant start telling me your feelings
I'm gonna have to find someone that completes me

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Bleh.
Stay away, stay away, stay away.

I hate it when I fancy people I can't have (-_-')
Especially when they make you think you can...

Even if they don't do it on purpose.

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Bleh!

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So only one more day of proper school left.
Not sure how I feel about it to be honest...

I'm rly gonna miss a lot of people so much,
And I know lots of ppl won't keep contact...

I'm gonna miss people who won't miss me;
That's a given.

People who probably don't even think about me at all.
People who like me, but only "sort of", or "maybe"...

Hopefully I'll meet people quickly.

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Guys can be mindfucks.
It's completely official tbh...

http://life-of-ryo.blogspot.com/
http://forever-chasing-lights.blogspot.com/

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行く

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Mood

Mocking
Listening to
hide - In Motion

x

Apparently I'm being a bitch to "someone"right now
But all things considered I don't really give a f*ck...

I've had lots of bad news this week
And if you're gonna shoot your mouth off, expect it back.

Off course I probably was a bit too rough.
I completely forgot that some of us haven't grown up.

Naughty words can make some people cry.

My bad.

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Also, on the topic of bitches...

Apparently I'm a "sexy bitch"
Lol at that XD (I can certainly live with it...)

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Only a little while till I'm gone.
And I'll never get to sign any yearbooks :(

So here are some signatures of my own :D

Kaa
Colleges are like old-age homes, 'cept that more people die in colleges.

Mikeira
When your on the ladder of succes, dont let the boys look up your dress!

Ribekka
Don't free a camel of his hump; you may free him from being a camel

Faan
Nothing will improve your memory of me more than trying to forget.

Buri (Hepzhi :P)
I hope that your life is just like a kitty-cats litter box, full of suprises :)

Sera
As kids, a library card took us to exotic places. Now, a credit card does it.

Yuan
Many men owe success to their 1st wife, and their 2nd wife to that success

Emiri
Drugs may be the road to nowhere, but at least they're the scenic route.

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So I'm sort of recording again.
About bloody time you might say =3

Not quite sure what I'm heading for though...

Might record 4 songs for an EP,
Not sure what to do about instrumentals though...

That's gonna be a whole different problem.

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Shinobi Life might take a while...
I can't remember where my penstick is xD

I wrote 3 chapters.
And I'll be damned if I write 'em again!

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http://forever-chasing-lights.blogspot.com/

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平和の残り

Hideto Matsumoto (松本 秀人, Matsumoto Hideto, December 13, 1964–May 2, 1998), was a popular Japanese musician. More commonly known by his stage name hide (pronounced /hi.de/, given in all-lowercase letters by the artist), he was primarily known for his work as lead guitarist of the popular heavy metal band X Japan from 1987 to 1997. He was also a successful solo artist and co-founder of the United States based band Zilch.

Early Years ( 1964- 1984)

Hideto Matsumoto was born in St Joseph's Hospital, Midorigaoka, Yokosuka, on December 13, 1964. He entered kindergarten in 1968, studying English for three years, followed by an enrollment in Yokosuka Tokiwa Junior High School. He was first exposed to rock and roll music at the age of fifteen, through the album Alive! by Kiss. In the same year his grandmother bought him his first electric guitar, a Gibson Les Paul Deluxe.

hide joined X Japan (then called X) in 1987. He became the band's lead guitarist and occasional songwriter, composing songs like "Celebration", "Joker" and the single "Scars". Shortly after the release of the album Art of Life, the members of X Japan took a break, to start solo projects. Around that time, the group also dropped most of its original visual kei aesthetics, the exception being Matsumoto, who would still perform in wildly colorful outfits and with his trademark pink hair.

Death ( 2th May, 1998 )

Hideto Matsumoto died on May 2, 1998. After a night out drinking, he was found hanged with a towel tied to a doorknob in his Tokyo apartment. Three fans died in copycat suicides, of the 50,000 people who attended his funeral in Tsukiji Hongan-ji, nearly 60 were hospitalized and about 200 received medical treatment in first aid tents. Later that month, the single "Pink Spider" was released, entering the Oricon charts at number one. The song would also receive that year's MTV Video Music Award in the category "Japan Viewers Choice". Sales were also strong for the follow up single "Ever Free", while those of a single released previous to his death "Rocket Dive" would also see a substantial increase. American Journalist Neil Strauss commented on the trend saying that: "In just a few weeks, pop culture in Japan had gone from mourning Hide's death to consuming it."

While authorities deemed Matsumoto's death a suicide, several of hide's friends and colleagues stated that they believed it to be an accident, among them X Japan co-founder Yoshiki Hayashi and former X Japan bassist Taiji Sawada. This notion is supported by the fact that no suicide note was left and Sawada theorizes in his autobiography, that at the night of his death, hide may have been practicing a technique to relieve upper back and neck pains which guitarists can suffer from continuous use of a shoulder strap. The technique involved was practiced by the X Japan members during their touring days and required the use of a towel and a door knob or handle. According to Sawada, Matsumoto may have fallen asleep in his intoxicated state, becoming caught and strangling himself.

の生命

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Mood
Enthused
Listening to
An Cafe - Maplegunman

x

Feeling quite a bit better today.

Decided to write;
Great Action Scene! Magical Princess' Book of Ninja Arts - Part 2
And I've also decided to make it a 3 parter instead of a 2 parter...

Not putting it up till May though,
Decided Shinobi Life will only get 2 updates a month :P

But, for those who actually read it... here's a little preview...

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A drowsy Mikeira finally regained consiousness. Her vision was blurred, and as she looked at her surrounded she couldn't make much out.
"You're awake I take it?" The woman sneered.
"Who are you?"
"My, my," she laughed. "You would have thought a princess like yourself would have some manners..."
Mikeira frowned. Surely her captor wasn't stupid enough to think she really was a princess? Did this woman really kidnap her because she thought she was Princess Mou? She shook her head - there had to be a better explanation than that... surely.

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Suppose if all else fails I can be an author :L
Of crappy pulp-fiction books/novels

Still, it'd make a living I suppose.

A rather poor living.
Of uncertainty...

Maybe not.

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Either way, I guess this blog is mainly just about Shinobi Life lol.
So... If you don't read it... either start, or stopping reading this post xD

So yeah, have decided that for the first(last?) "Arc"
I'll do about 20 chapters (2 per month till December)

Every chapter is going to slowly start becoming more and more
part of a bigger picture - and each one is related to a rather loose
story arc which will reach conclusion in - obviously - chapter 20.

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There are already some hints as to the conclusion - starting in chapter 4.
Nothing solid, but soon you might be able to notice reccuring elements.

So, if you notice anything, feel free to let me know.
I might even tell you if you're on to something :P

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http://forever-chasing-lights.blogspot.com/

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Mood
Nostalgic
Listening to
An Cafe - Merrymaking

x

End of an era.
Kind of depressing to be honest...

4 years of drama, officialy come to an end.

One of my only real passions.
And the last time I'm ever likely to be on stage again...

It's actually really depressing.

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Still, my monotonous life as a hairdresser seems well on its way.
What fun...

I guess I should be a bit more enthusiastic,
I just wish things had happened differently...

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Still, I guess I'm only 16,
Got my whole life ahead of me.

It's just my youth that's over...

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Haven't blogged in ages actually.

I promised myself I was gonna be a bit more commited,
but I think I've done pretty well all things considered.

Think I might stop at 100.

Nobody really cares what I think anyway XD

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My drama exam went quite well though,
so I'm definetly quite happy with that...

Still really depressing that it'll be my last acting piece though.

After all, the chances of making it are slim.
And I'm far too fat to be a model XD

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http://forever-chasing-lights.blogspot.com/

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体重が増えること

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Mood
Sad
Listening to
X Japan - Standing Sex

x

OMG!!!
Not fair!!!

:'(

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Just started reading this manga, Off*Beat
(It's ace btw, go read)
And it turns out, the 3rd, and last, volume is on "indefinite hiatus"!!

I can't fucking believe it!
Tokyopop are all crudbuckets...

...Tokyopop = publishers

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Also sad,
Absolute Boyfriend's ending :(

Haven't cried so much since...
Since I heard off*beat was on hiatus!!!

:P

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So... yay :)
Lots of stuff going on this week.

Not sure when I'll fit in my art project though...
(slightly getting worried now...)

Got someone on Tues,
No1 on Wed,
The "ladies" on Thur
Kylie Minogue on Fri
and Kaa on Sat

Lots and lots of fun.
Me and Kaa are gonna watch Pokemon on DVD

Cause I said so.

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Beginning to notice my diet is self-destructing.
And I'm getting fat, fat, fat :P

Sushi for all my main meals... (too little)
And then 3 chocolate bars, per snack (way too much)


Probably need to take a long hard look at my diet.
And myself.
In the mirror.

'Cause I'm getting fat, fat, fat :P

http://life-of-ryo.blogspot.com/
http://forever-chasing-lights.blogspot.com/

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任意

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Mood
Tired
Listening to
Alice Nine - The Beautiful Name

x

Bleh, Drama's getting on my nerves.
Especially a certain, particularly annoying teacher.

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私は日付にあつじゅを誘う方法を考えようとしています。<--still

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Had to re-do my nab for drama,
hopefully I did better this time.

Completely negleted the use of quotes my last time,
But this time I think I got quite a few good ones in it.

Still, I'm getting rather annoyed that all her plays were for women.

Really tempted to complain...
(there are rules she hasn't been following I can complain about.)

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Really need to get some stretchers.

And a nape piercing...

:'(

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More Quotes
Mrs Imrie - Romeo was an emo, Juliet wouldn't shag 'im

Caitlin - Who's Sam Ronson?
Me - She's Lindsay Lohan's Lesbian Lover
Caitlin - Woah, Alliteration!

Liam - Miss, what's a wedge?
Mrs. Imrie - It's erm.. when the man has a big...
Me to Rebecca - No wonder he doesn't know what it means.

Holly - Turn around Robert... I know, that's what he said.

Me - I digivolve into... your mum! You don't :P

Me - It makes me feel all warm and fuzzy... but not in a dirty way...

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http://forever-chasing-lights.blogspot.com/

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